I have thought about what you asked me in the car about what I think about you being in a loving relationship with me. I worry that you are compromising your values and I wonder if that is really good for you. I understand that you justify it to yourself, and I accept that. I do not think badly of you, only that I may be contributing to something we may regret later in life. I don't want anything to cause you to be less loyal to yourself than you would be to me. It breaks my heart to see you in any kind of pain. I'm confident that you know what you are doing and that this is part of what you feel is necessary for your present growth. I'm so happy that you have allowed me to be an important part of that process.
I have thought about returning our relationship to where we were before last December, but I can't do it. I thought I could, but I know now that it's impossible. It would be too painful for both of us. So, let's continue to allow what we share to grow and develop to it's fullest. Each day I think I can't possibly love you more, but then I wake up to find that my heart has expanded and there's more room for you in it and I can't wait to have you fill it.
I love the way you respond to me. You are the perfect woman for me and worth all my efforts to be there for you when you are ready to live your life in the way you have always dreamed -- full of love, happiness and beauty. There is a beauty in the two of us that radiates so brightly that even the angels smile upon us with envy. I fear that our only regret will be that we will look back one day and wonder why we were not brought together sooner in life, or why we wasted so much time being apart. I know our life together will be an inspiration and an example of love to the world, even the universe. You hold a great power in your hands; the power to unite two souls who are destined for great things.
I love you and respect you. My hearts belongs to only you. You will
forever remain on a pedestal, high above all others and I dare anyone to
attempt to lower you from the position in my life that you deserve.
Please continue giving me more and more of what you know belongs to
only me. Fill me with your love and kindness. Wrap me in your loving arms.
Kiss my hungry lips. Run your fingers through my hair. Tell me what you
desire. Make love to my soul with the sincerity of your eyes. Love me.
Lust for me. Take me. I'm yours forever and ever, and
Always,
Ton Ange